well lets just say that ive gotten 2 asthma attacks in 1 week!! dont kno wut to do !! the doctors cant really give me any medicine because of the baby! i cannot harm the baby!! he also told me that 1/3 of woman get asthma worse durin their pregnancy! and i seem to have fallen in that percentage!!! ahh!! why!! ashtma is the worse.!! henry gets so scared when i cant breathe and it scares me too! my fear is to die tryin to breathe!
i was in the hospital for 3 days givin sterriods and albuterol to control the asthma! but its only to control it! damnitt i kept wheezing when i got out the hospital!! and then when im finally home i feel better and then 3 days later i get another fuckin attack!!! im tellin you im just so over it!!! henry went to buy my a purifier to clear out the air in the house so it can control my asthma..ive had it for 2 days andi see no progress...and its a good brand and the price was $180.00 so it has to be good!
but to make it all worse i cant fuckin sleep!! i cant breathe through my nose!!! so when i breathe through my mouth it gets so fuckin dry and i have to sip on water every 5 min!!! ahhh!!! i fuckin hate it!!!!!!!!im almost half way through my pregnancy and i cant wait for htis baby to come in july already =[..i ko i may sound a bit selfish but i cant help it that im very aggravated...henry makes me feel so much better! and he isnt here right now!! he is workin and its only 11 am and he gets home at 6 pm! ahh wut to do!
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