Jan 27, 2009

2 nightmares in one night!!!!!! lol

yea yea i had 2 dreams of my hubster cheating on me with his ex..for some reason i dont remmeber the first one that much but i kno i was cryin and henry woke me up askin wuts wrong...its like i was still in my dream because i didnt notice him sayin anythin..but i did have my eyes open like i saw him speak but didnt hear him..and hten he kissed me a bunch of times and hugged me...this happened at 4 45 am..that is the time i usually wake up to use the bathroom, sneeze and use my asthma pump. so anyhow i remember tellin henry i had a bad dream but didnt tell him wut it was about cause after i used the bathroom and all that i tried to go back to sleep..but who am i kiddin everyday i wake up at about 4 am..cause thats when my asthma hits me so never can go back to sleep.

i slept at the time henry has to wake up to take a shower, which is at 6 15 am. he leaves at 7 am so i dont feel him at all cause by that time im knocked out. i guess at that time when he was tryin to say bye to me and that he loves me, i was having another dream. cause usually everyday i hear him or feel him give me kisses and tells me that he loves me and the baby..but this time i didnt hear him..this dream i remember its and pieces of it..

it started like this, a couple of days ago his ex was tellin me that she needed to talk to henry about somethin important..i have no choice but to tell her there is no way in contacting him, but to send him a message via mail. and if she isnt pregnant by him there is nothin more important to tell him. anyway, in the dream me and henry were walkin and we saw her at some hotel ...me and henry were discussin..i was tellin him that we shold go see her case supposably she got somethin to tell him..so i was like lets go in there and talk to her..and he was like y are u comin wit me? stay outside ill talk to her on my own..i was like fuck no im goin wit u wut the fuck!! so yea we went inside to her room..i opened the door and her backside was where the door was so she didnt see us come in..henry was mad that i went wit him..so he was like surprising her...he went right behind her and started touchin her and kissin her..lmao!! and the funny thing was that i was just standing there watchin him do it..like i didnt give a shit..lol..it was crazy and it felt so real!! so yea in the dream i was beggin myself to wake up! i was like get up get up! so i got up and looked around and was like wtF!!! yo that shit was crazyy!!!.and it was kinda funny how in the dream i didnt go whoop his and her ass !

i was readin at google like wut would it mean to have dreams like that..and they were sayin that if u think alot about that situatipon most likely ur goin to have dreams about it..if u were to see a movies or be in a situation where someone was cheating on someone else then ur most likely goin to be thinkin about it and dreamin about it..so i didnt my calculations..lol..a couple of days ago i was talkin to that woman and then days later me and henry went to the movies..we saw three movies and 2 out of 3 there was cheatin involoved!...the firs tmovie was notorious , the second was bride wars and the third was revolutionary road...the first and third movie had to do wit someone cheatin..and both were the boyfriends cheatin on their girl/wife.

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