4 mo, 2 day and counting!!!

hey everyone!! welll yesterday i made 16 weeks in my preganancy and me and my DH couldnt be anymore happier!! my stomach is growin..lol..the baby...according to babycenter.com, is the size of an avacado..lol..and i think its the cutest thing ever!..u kno as i type this im gettin really hungry ..hehe..i just want to say wut a blessing it is to have a baby inside your own wound...its like people like to criticize and say that i got pregnant for my bf to love me more..which is completlyfalse!! i didnt put a un to his head and force him to have his sperm inside me...not to sound too graphic but he doesnt like to wear protection with me...we get test every 4-6 months, and he just plain out loves me soo much to have a baby with me...we are both 21 years old, he has a good job , i wanna job but he wont let me work becuz im pregnant...

Since we lost our first baby in april 21 of 2008, things have changed between me and him..it has been a tragedy for the both of us..and we will both never foreget..its not like we tried right after the misscarriage...but we did end up gettin pregnant again in late oct..now that he actually saw the baby and heard the babys heartbeat this pregnancy , he couldnt be any happier and he is just that more protective of me and the baby.

i love this baby so much.! like i cant wait to kno the sex first of all! ( i will find out on feb 6th hopefully ) and its just so overwhelming how the babe makes me feel, and how i feel in my uterus...likeu can def feel somethin in there its amazing!!!...i do get annoyed at the stomach hugers i get at 3 am and 6 am while im sleepin but hey i cant help that the baby is hungry!..lol..i have to stop bein so damn stupid and mad only cause it wakes me and henry up but hey we have to practice wakin up every 2 hours when the baby comes..lol..

i havent gained any weight yet..although i have gained before i got pregnant..so my doctor tells me to try to stay at my current weight for as long as i can...people i have no shame or blame to let you kno that i weigh 153 lbs!!!! yea! my hubster still loves me and so does my fam..its so funny that he ikes me more this wya!! and im like wtf!! man i cant to get into shape!!!...even though i cant run due to my asthma , i will do toher stomach and arm excercises..

anyhow, im very happy to be pregnant and i dont give a shit to whoever thinks otherwise....although u kno my hormones do change!.lol..i get mad for no reason !! and since henry loves to get me mad cuz he thinks its cute, i cant stop in just stayin mad,..but u kno i cry to get my way..lol..but im not fakin it..it just comes outt!..lol

here is a pic of my belly so far..