Jan 31, 2009

funny honey! 18weeks!!!




that was a video of me, but i was meant to take a picture..lol hubster thought it was funny and posted this video =]


wut a cuteie =] i love him so muchhh..well just in case ppl dont hear wut he says very well..he sayds he loves me and that im beautiful and im like noo.lol





we love our baby =]

Jan 27, 2009

2 nightmares in one night!!!!!! lol

yea yea i had 2 dreams of my hubster cheating on me with his ex..for some reason i dont remmeber the first one that much but i kno i was cryin and henry woke me up askin wuts wrong...its like i was still in my dream because i didnt notice him sayin anythin..but i did have my eyes open like i saw him speak but didnt hear him..and hten he kissed me a bunch of times and hugged me...this happened at 4 45 am..that is the time i usually wake up to use the bathroom, sneeze and use my asthma pump. so anyhow i remember tellin henry i had a bad dream but didnt tell him wut it was about cause after i used the bathroom and all that i tried to go back to sleep..but who am i kiddin everyday i wake up at about 4 am..cause thats when my asthma hits me so never can go back to sleep.

i slept at the time henry has to wake up to take a shower, which is at 6 15 am. he leaves at 7 am so i dont feel him at all cause by that time im knocked out. i guess at that time when he was tryin to say bye to me and that he loves me, i was having another dream. cause usually everyday i hear him or feel him give me kisses and tells me that he loves me and the baby..but this time i didnt hear him..this dream i remember its and pieces of it..

it started like this, a couple of days ago his ex was tellin me that she needed to talk to henry about somethin important..i have no choice but to tell her there is no way in contacting him, but to send him a message via mail. and if she isnt pregnant by him there is nothin more important to tell him. anyway, in the dream me and henry were walkin and we saw her at some hotel ...me and henry were discussin..i was tellin him that we shold go see her case supposably she got somethin to tell him..so i was like lets go in there and talk to her..and he was like y are u comin wit me? stay outside ill talk to her on my own..i was like fuck no im goin wit u wut the fuck!! so yea we went inside to her room..i opened the door and her backside was where the door was so she didnt see us come in..henry was mad that i went wit him..so he was like surprising her...he went right behind her and started touchin her and kissin her..lmao!! and the funny thing was that i was just standing there watchin him do it..like i didnt give a shit..lol..it was crazy and it felt so real!! so yea in the dream i was beggin myself to wake up! i was like get up get up! so i got up and looked around and was like wtF!!! yo that shit was crazyy!!!.and it was kinda funny how in the dream i didnt go whoop his and her ass !

i was readin at google like wut would it mean to have dreams like that..and they were sayin that if u think alot about that situatipon most likely ur goin to have dreams about it..if u were to see a movies or be in a situation where someone was cheating on someone else then ur most likely goin to be thinkin about it and dreamin about it..so i didnt my calculations..lol..a couple of days ago i was talkin to that woman and then days later me and henry went to the movies..we saw three movies and 2 out of 3 there was cheatin involoved!...the firs tmovie was notorious , the second was bride wars and the third was revolutionary road...the first and third movie had to do wit someone cheatin..and both were the boyfriends cheatin on their girl/wife.

Jan 23, 2009

HE/SHE is MAKiN MOMMY FEEL PRETTY =] SO THE HUBSTER SAYS






right now im very hungry!..lol and also feelin very photogenic =]...i was talkin to the hubster on the phone just now and cuz i send him these pics of me while i was here and him at work...i sent them to his email..and the comment he said was wow babe..ur such a sexy latina..lol..wow taht brang back memories when he used to call me that early on in our relationship...wait actually we werent even together when he called me a sexy latina..and he also like my accent thats y he used to call me that..but i dont have an accent..lol..u tell me if i have one. i doubt it..but anyhow another thing he said is too explicit for blogger...lmao..seriously. the baby is makin mommy feel pretty today =] ..is it because i drank soup?..hehe im gettin so hungry right now..my baby can eat!..lol cant wait for the hubster to get home!! so he can take me out!..he owes me big time =] i feel good today! listening to my musica!

I WAS such a whore!..lol









back in 2007 when me and my bf, kenny of 1 year broke up, i turned into this ragin slut magnet to get my frustation out! well as u didnt know he ended up cheating on me at the time i woudlnt allow myself to get pregnant by him! yea this guy wanted to have my baby so bad!!!!!!!!!!..and u kno wut..we were actually tryin for a good 4 months..and i never got pregnant! so i was like u kno wut this is a sigh taht we shouldnt get pregnant right now..so lets wait..i told him..and at that time i was 20 i wanted to have fun! drink, party, go crazy!..well july hit and i find out that this mother fucker was cheatin!!..o im so good in finding out things.lmao!..these guys arent just that smart!

well it started off like this i used to stay at his house every weekend, so one saturday he wakes me up and tells me babe ima go get a haircut, im like ok..so watever...i get up to make myself breakfast...i look in the garbage can and see his tmobile bill..so i just glance at it u kno..and i see this weird number that he has been callin at 3 am even 4 am and talkin for hours! so wut i do is call the number..it was about 10 am ..i call the number and no one picked up ..but it was a girl voicemail..didnt even say her name..so im like wow this mother fucker ( we were already on the verge on the breakin up so i was like watever ) so i text him sayin whos number is this...he didnt writ back..instead he comes hom 5 min later rushin to me like wut are u talkin about..im like who is that? hes liek a friend and im like yea a friend u talk to for hours at teh time u tell me ur gon to sleep right? and that point i tried to get up and walk away..i was like yo i had it im out..he tried to stop me..so when he did i just grabbed him and threw him on the bed and said , do u like this girl? he wouldnt answer (he was so fuckin scared) i was like hello do u fuckin lik her? then he finally replied..yea...i slapped the fuckin shit outta him and left..he tried catchin up wit me explanin, givin me excuses like she lives in las vegas..i wanna be wit you!! i like her but i love you! im like shut the fuck up! i call his parents( who saw me and still seees me as their daughter) and they came on the spot cause i told them i wanted to leave and their son wasnt lettin me..so they came andi was like tell them wut hapened kenny..tell them! he didnt so i did...i basically told him that he was cheatin had someone on the side..and basically lied to all of us..his father reacted instatnly and slapped kenny in the face..after i saw that i just left took a cab home.. and guess wut i called nanyc (my sister ) and said bitch tonight we havin a party in my house!!...i had dirty blond hair at tha time only cuz he liked me wit that hair color, so once i got home i quickly died it black! and got people to come..brought mad liqour and had the party of a life time..ieven had a shirt that said im a virgin but this is an old tshirt...(he was a virgin..and he lost his virginity to me) ...well here are some pics of that party...i later changed because it was a white shirt , got dirty so i changed...into a blue shirt.lol








so after those days i just began drinkin, smokin and seein other people..actually one person..lol..but he wasjust a botty call.lol..sorry i like to be blunt. haha!o and by the way i was workin wit these hot polish girls!..lol..so there werent better ppl to hang out wit...(psshh at the time)...i did things that i never thought i would do, went places i never thought i would go especially at age 20!..lol





Jan 22, 2009

XMAS, NEW YEARS 09,BABY SHOWER and MISAEL'S BDAY

my xmas was great last year!!!!! not to mention the gifts i got from henry..omg i was so surprised!..lol...well first off i wore a maternity shirt that my mother in law brought me in north carolina, everyone was wearin red..well besides the guys, they had their own colors..lol...so yea lets make this story short cause i have a headache and i only slept 2 hours last night! so i got clothing from my brother and 2 sisters and my mom..maternity wear and night gowns taht were cute !! so henry savrs himself for last...first he surprises me with a box...im like ok..lol..i open it and it was a size 3 tims!!! a pair of timberlands jst for me!! hehe...i say thanks you and yada yada im thinkin he is finished..he goes to my sisters room and gets another gift..lol im like wtf..its wrapped up in a big box..but yet to find out there was a howle bunch of wrappin insidie..i look and look and see a 16g nano in limegreen (my fav color)!! omggg i was surprised!! so im thinkin he is really finished..lol..he then goes inside to get another gift!! he borught me a straightning iron cuz i hate the one that i had owned already!..im like ok babe thats it right..lol..yea right..lol..he goes in for one more gift! all i see its a teal grean bag...my sister yells out omg he got u something from tiffanys!..lol...and yes he got me a beautiful necklace from tiffanys!!! i was soo hapyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...the night endin in such loving wayss..in bed..lol..nah jk..but yeaa we had a great night!!
new yearss!! well it was funn! i was dancing alot! and then i started to feel a little bit of pressure so i stopped..lol..here are some pics daris baby shower was so cute! she got lots of gifts that matches the babys room which is blue and brown..its so cute..here are some pics =] misaels 30h bday! me and henry just happened to sleep over nancys house that day so we were like lets just celebrate his birtyday..they were goin to go out to applebees..but nothin is better than havin a homemade cake and pple their to celebrate =]..here are some pics =]





henry being dumb..lol