Jul 30, 2009

a month old!







well my babygirl Jailyn will turn a month old next tue! and i cant believe how time flew! i must admit it is way harder now that what it was when she was just a few days old. its so much harder to put her to sleeepp!! lol and she cries more..not loud nor alot but she does her little cries to communicate. the past couple of weeks i havent had time to right cause i needed time to recover from natrual 2 days of labor! my girl is my worldd! she is so beautiful in every way. and a plus is that she looks so much like her father its amazing! jailyn loves to stare and observe things and peolpe around her. she eats alot! lol i just took her to the doctor yesterday to find out she is 11 pounds 6 oz!! lol big girl! but she doesnt look fat, she looks tall and perfectly healthy =] and i couldnt ask for more. although she has a rash in her mouth that is causin fungus in it. dont kno exactly where she got it from, could be the milk, or the formula who knows, but alot of babies get it and its treatable. other than that sheee isss perfect! hmm now lets talk about my nights with her..lol..well there are days where she will sleep at 1am and sleep all the way till 7 am..which is perfect! but there are times where she will sleep at like 11 pm to 3 am....and thatsa where it sux! 2 days ago she woke up at 3 to keep me up till 7 am!!! ohh mann!! good thing henry took the day off to take care of her while i sleepp...she is starting to smile little by little..although she smiles in her sleep alot! she wont smile with her eyes open often, maybe 3 times she smiled at me and daddy. my mom is obssesed with her!! and jailyn sometimes sleeps with her so my mom gives me and henry some time alone which is great! henry has been doin the best as he can as a dad and its just tooo cute to see him with her and talkinand playin with her =] it really melts my heart. henry and i took her out to places already so she can get used to seein alot of ppl around her because my sisters 6 month old cries when he sees alot of ppl surrounding him, and i wouldnt that jailyn to be cryin for taht.

a little something for the haters...WHOEVER SAID HAVING A BABY WILL BREAK US UP CAN LITERALLY BUILD A BRIDGE AND GET OVER IT, CAUSE IT AINT HAPPENING AND IT WONT HAPPEN =] THANK YOU!!! xoxo

enjoy some pics please!!!













Jul 9, 2009

SHE IS HERE!!! YAY!!!









Wow! is all i can say right now! right now i will be writing my birth story and describing my feelings towards everything that happened last week!

Jailyn Lizeth Vazquez was born July 4th at 12:03 am via natrual birth! she weighed in at 8 pounds 15 ounces! big girl! hehe! she is the most precious thing in the world! and daddy and i love her to death!!

here is how everything went down:

thursday july 2nd at 7 45 am, i went to use the bathroom to find out my water has been broken, i was home alone and everyone i called were not answering! henry had just to his job and he works in the basement so he had no service wutsoever! and plus i forgot his work numeber! i called my whole fmaily but no one answered! i was scared and i didnt kno wut to do...i got dressed really fast and i was just walkin around, as my water kept dripping down i was thinkin of henrys job number, so i guessed one and decided to call, and it was it! i ask for henry, henry comes to the phone and i say babe my water broke! lol he says wut! i am like yea my water broke i am on my way to the hospital, he doesnt hesitate at all and says ok im on my way! so i hop in a cab and head to the hospital. they start me on IV and monitor the babys heartbeat and monitor my contractions. i didnt have any bad contractions then so i was just basically laying down relaxing. i was only 1 cm dilated so i knew it was goin to be a long process.henry shows up with my mom and my close friend madeline. henry comes to the room and i was so happy to see him! we both said to each other "this is it!" yet little did i kno how long it was REALLY going to take..hours past and its about 7 pm..still 1 cm dilated!! damnit! it hit 9 pm got my own room where i was goin to delever my baby in. henry and my mom were there with me the whole time!!! as time goes by i start to feel the bard contractions!! omg so freakin painful!!!! i ask for meds asap!!! they put me on demoral, which was nice case it put me to sleep for about 3 hours!! didnt feel not 1 contraction! friday comes and im still 1 cm!! so they start me on pitcoin to speed up my contractions and make them more intense so i can open up quicker, and boy does that work! the contractions were unbearable!!!!!!!!!!!! to the point where i was literally throwing up every hour! it was disgusting!!! i screamed for the epidural!! doc checks me and i am only 2 cm!! but i needed the epidural quick!! so i get the epidural and my whole left side of my body is completly numb! cant feel a thing! so epidural was great for 2 hours then guess wut! i start to feel the contractions all over again, and this time they were mor intense!! omg!!! so painful!!! i started to cry , scream , yell, everythin!! i demanded another dose of an epidural!! my doc checked me, and 2 hours later i was fully dilated!!!! it was 11 pm and i started to push feelin every single thing!!! contractions were horrible and the pushing made the pain worse!! henry was my coach and i literally thought he was gonna see wut was goin on down ther maybe he wowuldve fainited or gotten grossed out or something...but he didnt! lol i love him so much!! my mom and henry were the best supporters! anyway so i kept pushing and pushing, i stare at teh clock and its 11 55 almost there to july 4th!! i rested and gave it one last push! bam her head was out! henry tells me heer head was out and i was like yes!!!! the hard part is done! 1, 2, 3, my baby comes out!!! omgg!! was i releieved!!! 12 : 03 am july 4 baby!!!! i was soo happy!!........then....something wrong goes on, doc says baby swallowed fluid and blood! i was bleeding heavily! and i woldnt stop! i was so scared i didnt kno how my baby was doin! but i did see the doc stick a tube down her throat to get all teh blood out! omg i was nervous didnt kno wut to think! as i keep my eyes on her henry comes to me and says how beautiful she is and that everythin was gonna be ok...the doc tells henry and my mom to step out, i was losing way too much blood and they were concern! i was still in an enormous amount of pain! then all of a sudden i hear give her medication now she is bleedin too much and i have to stop it! they put me on demoral again..and bam i knocked out with an oxygen mask on....henry starts to cry they keep him and my mom out i hear henry say is she gonna be okay, docs nodded their head! i am knocked out completly, i wake up at 6 am and i see henry on the chair sleepin..and im confused as like wut happened? where is my baby? where is my mom? wut happened!? henry says the baby is fine , u lost alot of blood...i try to move towards him and i couldnt ! i was in so much pain i couldn move!!well to make the story short, i was told i needed a blood transfusion but henry refuse i get one. so i ended up not having one, and right now im just takin care of regenerating my blood on my own...i have my baby here and its amazing! i got discharged form the hospital tuesday afternoonand raising my daughter so far has been such a blessing! and henry has been a great daddyy!!!!..here are some pics of my beautiful princess!!! enjoy!