13 more days !

please!!!! god! i wanna have my babygirl in my arms!! hehe

seriously the pain im goin through right now is bad but i kno i just have lots of pain to go when i go in labor! lets see wut im goin through right now..

1. cant sleep!
2. have to use the bathroom every 15-30 min
3. my lower body is soo soree!!!
4. can barely walk right now!
5. back pain
6. vaginal pain! lol
7. and itch stomach like crazy!!!

so far this past 2 weeks have been hell for me! not prego wise really, but henry and i have been goin through our ups and downs. i guess its finally hittin him that he will become a father real soon and there isnt time for any games. i guess he is thinkin that he will not have any time for fun and games when the baby is here, but that isnt true! so he has been hangin out with freinds excessively the past week and it has gotten to the point where i thought i would raise this child alone....i would cry every night casue he wouldnt come home till 1 or 2 am! with no phone call or anythin =[ well on friday we had a very serious talk cause i was not gonna have anymore bullshit! i simply told him if he wants to be free and hang out and say out with his friends till 2 am, that he is gonna have to leave my house cause it aint a hotel! he claims that he is miserable becuase of my family but i just think its straight up BS! he just wants to have fun the last weeks until i give birth and he thinks playtime is over.well we had a good talk and i guess he wakes up sat morning a brand new person. i guess he thought things through that he is not obligated to be with me. he can see his daughter anytime he wants, i dont wanna have any guy on no leash! and i told him that, he can either walk away form this, or be a man and step up!

anyway enuf of the negative, on the positive note, he has been seein things differently. and i love it! the past weekend was amazing! we went out (thats probably y i am so sore!) to a party at my brothers house, he shows me off to everyone, and he simply says he loves me every 20 min..lol. we love eachother and we go through our ups and downs! every couple goes through it! tehre is NO such thing as a PERFECT relationship! for those who think there is! anyway here are some recent pics of the weekend =]







i would like to add that im not havin twins or triplets!! lmaoo!! i kno im huge but damn! lol

BABYSHOWER 5-30-09!!

ahh!! wut a day!! first off i want to say how blessed, thankful and appreciated henry and i are! for everyone who came to support us, celebrated with us! we coudlnt be any happier!! it was such a beautiful babyshower and it couldnt have gone any better!!! some "friends" of mine couldnt show, and had the worst excuses ever! and they were the first to kno about the shower, but either way they didnt come, i had a blast!!! lol
the gifts were all precious and wonderful!!! we ended up with lots of things!! it was so overwhemling for us but we are excited to kno that this was like basically a final step until we await the arrival of our precious princess!!! here are some pics, and i say some becuz these are some!, lol some ppl took pics of us openiing gifts and i have yet to receive the pics from that moment, so i only have pics of ppl gettin drunk and having a good time..lol..basically i took these pics when i was done of pl takin pics of me! i was extremly exhausted!!!! so i decided to take random pics of everyone at around 1 am! half the ppl had already left! lol enjoy!